(Truth is) I never should have let you go
(Truth is) and it’s killing me cuz now I know
(Truth is) and when it’s all said and done, Guess I’m still In love with you

~Fantasia Barrino

As these lyrics play back in my mind, I begin to think of someone…

Truth is, sometimes no matter how much you want it, it is just not meant to be.  Letting go is hard to do, but why hold onto something that is no longer tangible…only separating ourselves from it once we realize we can no longer hold the mental weight.

So as I think about him, I begin to sort through my feelings, wondering “Why and how did I let him get away?”    Was he was ever mine to let get away?    As I consider my feelings, I ask myself, should I act upon them?  Or do I just sit on them, keeping my peace, hoping my feelings die down?   Is it “love” that I feel?  Is it him that I miss?

Or…

Is it disappointment that I feel, and the possibility of “us” that I miss?

Truth is, it does not matter, because if he got away, then apparently he was not the “one.”

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